Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Do re mi fa so la ti do,
Rising and falling, emotions in tow.
Some days I think I might just be okay,
Then my vulnerability's on full display.

[Verse 2]
I pause, reflecting on all I created with you,
Though you'd likely frame it from a different view.
At times, I thought your praises were mere pretense,
But now, in your absence, I find recompense.
The worth of your words, true and unbroken,
Proving my love was real, though often unspoken.

[Pre chorus]
Oh, how I wish I'd known it back then,
The depth of your presence, my closest friend.
Just one more time to hold your hand,
And smile while I tell a joke offhand.

[Chorus]
There are no benevolent gods, my dear,
That would've tortured you like you were.
I could write a thick volume to show,
All of the things that I do not know.
But one thing remains steadfast and true:
I will forever feel lost without you.

[Verse 3]
Some days I can’t even rise from my bed,
Sometimes wish that I were simply dead.
The weight of your loss is just too steep,
Each restless hour denies me any sleep.

[Pre chorus]
Now every light feels searingly bright,
As pitch black rules my endless night.
At times, I’m numb, an empty shell,
Lost in a void where I silently dwell.

[Chorus]
There are no benevolent gods, my dear,
That would've tortured you like you were.
I could write a thick volume to show,
All of the things that I do not know.
But one thing remains steadfast and true:
I will forever feel lost without you.

[Bridge]
This world has grown so much darker,
Without my best friend, my partner.
Each word of joy ashes into despair,
As I reach for a solace that isn’t there.

[Outro]
I must push through this deafening noise,
For it seems I am left with no other choice.
Now without my greatest muse,
A burden so deep, it shadows my views.
I carry on, though you’re not near,
Your memories within me, sharp and clear.
They give me the strength to face the unknown,
Through darkness I forge, now on my own...!